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Fireworks in Blue Ridge
by ~Gothicgirl-Jessica

BeautifulSome people say they never change,   even with their chains cut loose and their free range. Continue down the same old path,   not knowing you'll soon be facing natures wrath.
It's a beautiful thing when you experience changes only a mother can,   changes from the inside out. They can turn a simple boy into a man,   but not everyone understands what it's about.
It's a beautiful thing when you feel the baby kicking,   hear it's heart beating. And because it's a part of you,   if it was yours what would you do? Beautiful
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A rose in my valleyI walk aimlessly admiring the night   watching the night owls land and take flight. It's bitter cold and in the middle of winter   and on the bottom of my foot I feel a painful splinter.
One last rose in my valley   dying brownish red with wilted petals. The beauty of it blinds out the neighborhood mettles   soggy with dew and snow;
the roses last petal finally lets go.
I pick the petal up and put it in a bag   this will be the very last petal of the season i'll be able to snag. The thorns dried out and dead as they crumble to the ground A rose in my valley
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StolenIn the back of my head, at the bottom of my heart.   I know you're there, but in front of my eyes;   and in my arms I know you'll never be back here.
You saw.   You took.
Away from me.   My heart. My pride.   My mortality.
Never again.   Will I trust you. You stole.   My heart. When you already knew.
You thought.
you played. Your games.   You thought. You'd win.   But you lost. Again.
In the end.   You gave up. Left me t Stolen
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Back for good?

Thu Aug 6, 2009, 8:09 PM

Well, instead of fixing our old Toshiba laptop he is buying me this new Dell laptop which is pretty sweet! Whether or not we'll be able to keep it is the question. But for now I am back and have some pictures to post. So look for them and enjoy.

P.s. Those of you who replied to my last journal thank you and there is really no "Better" for my condition. Just good days and bad days.

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Mood: Confused
Listening to: The water in the fishtank and the air condition
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing
Playing: animal crossing city folk
Eating: nothing
Drinking: Dr. Pepper

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I am 20 years old, married for a year and a half with the man i've been with for 5 years. WE a baby girl by the name of Kellie Jewel Katina Werth who is 1 year old.
I have degenerative disc disease, crowding of my spine, a buldging disc in my back, depression, and i'm possibly hypoglycemic.
20 years old with all these major problems. I have never had to take daily medicine until after I had Kellie. I have to take anti depressants, pain medicine internal and topical, vitamins... it sucks. But I dont let it pull me down.
I used to be able to write off the top of my head and draw now I cant do either. My inspiration dropped. I am trying to write an autobiography but I don't think that is working out.